Friday, 5 February 2010

For you....




Its very hard to grab a private moment with brothers and sisters around...and if the sister is an updated version of Amrish Puri, it is even tougher.... But, its a week day, and somehow i managed couple of private hours for myself.....

This one is for you...only you... I hope you read it someday, but at the same time I'll be extremely embarrassed if you do...
Do u remember how we met? I think it was on a train, bound to Puri....I was barely fifteen, and u, a youthful, charming lad, in his late teens...with a boyish smile on your face...I am always attracted to men with sweet smile, and no doubt you had it...u won my heart the moment our eyes met...same compartment, same destination....we even met at the beach once co-incidentally, remember? it was all rainbows and roses...those seven days....the yellow dress that I was wearing when we met, had become the most precious thing I ever owned...i would have kept it in museum....
After that I didn't see u for a long time...next time when we met was in college....this time u were a man, tall, dark...very handsome...but u still had the boyish smile that took my heart years back...we became friends soon....exchanged notes, spent long hours at canteen chatting...film festival, book fair, college street...it was going well...our college ended and I never saw u again..

Well, it has often happened that when i think u are a lost case, u come to me, with your boyish charm....and like everytime i fall head over heels for u...So, u came again...this time as a very dear friend....lighting up my days...life was a rollercoaster, wrapped in the fragrance of romance...I was happy...and just when I had thought I had you...u took off...

This time i was broken, may be because I was flying too high... my wings were not too strong to stand the storm... i promised i wouldn't see you again....I even tried to forget u....drowned myself in work and more work...
As i said, whenever everything goes well, u come up and like a twister change the motion of my life...It was not a great day, and I, not even in my slightest dream, hoped to see u again...like that...but u were there, sitting in sofa....after a long long time, my heart skipped a beat...my cheek blushed...u were nothing I can explain in words....just u had the boyish smile I fell in love with.....this time you were matured, more concerned how i feel, a little nervous too i guess...this time you were there by my side, whenever i looked back....i liked that...i liked the new you....and I started dreaming...again...


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